This is it! my last week in England. I think.
Very mixed feelings ranging from a profound feeling of loss and relief the departure date is finally here!
I am not even sure why I feel so deeply disappointed. it doesn't make sense. It is clear it never was 'my' country... not that I want one that much either.
The thought of being in Samarkand, Tashkent, Baku, Tbilisi, etc.. fills me with such great excitement that I should soon leave this feeling of weird bereavement behind.
I am not sure what I will take from here, metaphorically speaking! I think I will be able to think clearer and more objectively once I am gone.
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